If you're uncertain what you believe about God, or are feeling the weight of guilt or shame, know that I've been there. I've lived in secret shame. I've felt so distanced from God that I began to question His existence. I've felt the emptiness that comes from "living," living the way the world says we ought to. It's all, as the author of Ecclesiastes laments, futile. All of it. As I've already said, you're either living to satisfy your fleeting, sinful desires, or you're dying to those and laying them aside (forcefully, sometimes - most times, actually) to follow the One who gave up His very life and defeated death itself so that you might really, truly live.
I wish there were adequate words to convey how beautiful King Jesus has become to me in these last three years since He reached into my life and turned it around. I have certainly had my fair share of struggles since then, but I cannot begin to explain the difference between struggling with Jesus and struggling without Him. He is my joy, He is my peace, He is my strength, He is my song, He is my rock, He is my love. He's my righteousness, He's my redeemer, He's my prince, He's my life. Nothing this world can offer will ever, ever compare to Him. What a treasure He is. I am fervently praying, dear reader, that you will understand this for yourself and experience His unending love, boundless mercy, and amazing grace in your life. When He sets you free from the things of this world, you have freedom like no other - freedom to live in Christ.



AWESOME POST! This is all so true. We are nothing without God and I totally understand when you speak about your struggle. I would rather struggle ANYDAY with Jesus than w.out him.
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